Pay It Forward

Today, my class only have steel design. tech comm class is cancelled.Actually i am quite free today.but i always waste my time outside.haha..."Pay It Forward" is today movie sharing movie...BM class become cinema already, full house around 40++ come watch this movie. This is a famous movie. I have watch this movie for 2 times, i more understand the story line. the 1st time i watch was very blurr, not so understand bout it. This time i not understand 100% but i learn more things compare to last time. I din't cry for this movie, i dont know why, my heart become strong, not easily tank full(cry la)not so emotional already.yeah!got improvement...Pay it forward is spreads the love to others, means helping people and return the warmness in our world. Our world not only polluted in environment and also our mind. This is also the things i try to do for around my friends, but one things i mistake is not do the big stuff. we can strat from small things, like forgive people, Will we forgive people easily?or always keep complaining this and that...that i dont so like much.Say truthly, i cant forgive my dad on his actions, and the memories he give us 10years ago. I am always think that i want try to help my mum to forget this, those memories is very hardly wash away from my mum memories. It really hurts!I hope i need to change to forgive people and take care of my family members, do not let them worried about me.One quoets deep in my mind from this movie was " everyone make mistake". This is true, Who else do not ever make a mistake. Why we can't accept others once they make the mistake, thats is forgiveness!!As buddhism got teach us about "bao rong"...say is easy, action??many things use to talk is easy, take into action..haha..is very hard....